F****d uP!!

I created this blog to write about myself, my plans for my life.. something which can be termed as a pleasant dream, something very positive on which one can feel proud of. But so far I have never posted any such writing here..though I am still maintaining my thought process. The things have become unbearable for me so much that the idea of keeping myself under the alcoholic influence strike very often. I am tired of this part of my life. I don't know why some people influence your life so much that you can never throw them out of you. I don't wanna write more..

Just do it!!!

I am wondering that this is the first time that I am writing not to release stress but because am feeling like doing it... its the mid (20:00) of a stressful day.. mid coz our day ends very late when most of the people are about to get up.. anyways.. i am just waiting for a rock show to start and after that a booze competition.. why do these rock people think themselves as gods and never turn up on time.. i guess some reputation thing is associated with it...well that's not my territory.. now i forgot wat i was writing about.. rest i'll write in the day end...

BUSTED!!!

Writing after approx. 9 months.. n still thinking very very negative.. born pessimist.. can't help. anyways.. I have heard that writing is a very gud stress buster. Let me experience. Well i am a novice in writing.. I dont have any specific agenda for writing.. just doing it.. These 9 months have been a mix of UPs and DOWNs more hillarious than any of the ride in disney land or any of the amusement park. I have always heard that time can change a person.. but after experiencing it by myself.. I have become a firm believer in the power of TIME. 

One thing I want to ask is that why do people come in your life change it and then leave you in between.. it can be answered like ''Anything which comes has to go" but so early.. I have started believing in sunsigns and horoscopes.. anyways.. I'll keep on thinking and adding more stress buster crap here very often from now onwards..

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Blank Thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just 13 minutes left and then i'll leave office for home. An end of a workday n a week too... I know something is running in my mind but i have no clue about those things... thats what i call BLANK THOUGHTS..

Sometimes its so difficult to understand a person who you claim to be closest...

well.. as always I am thinking but without knowing what it is..

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kabhi mad kabhi sad!!!!!

18th August, 2007...this day doesnt mark any significance in my life coz it was another day, with mixed feelings, like hundreds in the past. Sometimes i was sad, other times very cheerful and now i am normal. Its always impossible to figure out the reasons of these mixed feelings....

feelings come from deep inside n u r unaware of the origin... a desire to be happy is human nature.. nobody wants to be sad... As WILL SMITH said ''happiness like success can't be achieved, it can only be pursued.'' We travel through out our life journey in this pursuit... i am trying to pursue this either... but can anybody tell me..where do these mixed feelings come from?...

As earlier i said...I think a lot... m still thinking...but this time not about the subject of post...

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THINKING!!!

This is my first post n i dont know what to write n how to write.... so still thinking...
But one thing i can say for sure..I think a lot and this has influenced my thinking...
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Conclusion...
thinking effects thinking...
keep thinking... n change the world..
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