F****d uP!!

I created this blog to write about myself, my plans for my life.. something which can be termed as a pleasant dream, something very positive on which one can feel proud of. But so far I have never posted any such writing here..though I am still maintaining my thought process. The things have become unbearable for me so much that the idea of keeping myself under the alcoholic influence strike very often. I am tired of this part of my life. I don't know why some people influence your life so much that you can never throw them out of you. I don't wanna write more..